SONY NEX-5, f/1, 1/25th
Feb 16, 2012
This morning I woke up late, I snoozed off the alarm more than 15 times and when I finally woke up, it was already 10:30am, which means I was late for work. I rushed and didn’t put on a decent make up and go to the office with bali tees and shorts. While I’m waiting for the bus, I mind wander off, thinking about my bf.
He’s leaving for Kuala Lumpur today, and then to Tokyo for 1 week in total. I couldn’t see him for days before his flight since he has some really important things to do. Like… dinner with boss & wife, drinking, drinking and another drinking meet-up including on Valentine’s when I thought we’re gonna spend some time together.
I found myself tired complaining and harvesting apologizes but nothing changed. I told him about how I feel and I got another apologize. At this point I’m done caring that my words were heard & actually taken seriously.
So, I decided to hang out more with people I haven’t talk before, spend the afternoon at Starbucks with a friend and talk about pointless things, listen to more stories, browsing eBay, making appointments, meeting up with new friends for a drink. Things has been going pretty well with my private life. I party. I drink away my sorrow. I didn’t get hangover. Well, except last week.
And oh, WPP internal award creative council coming up. I was busy all day long doing layout for a print ad since my partner have 5 print ads ongoing. We have to submit all materials before the deadline, which was today—at midnight. So I went on full throttle and managed to submit it after countless of revisions. It was tiring but it was worth it, my portfolio is growing—an effort that paid off pretty well.
All the job is done around 12am. I have nothing to do at the office but I felt strangely refreshed. Then I stayed there, taking pictures and just chatting with my colleagues until 4.
Today has been really peaceful.